"It scares me how many things I have go to learn, how will I learn them?



In a changing world,

"You don't know that!" You can't read the future. No one can."

"You can," I said, "if you want to. It's scary but once you get past the fear, it's easy."


In the year

"Thanks to Paracetco, the small pill, the Einstein powder, the particular drug my mother chose to abuse before my birth killed her, Iʼm crazy." 


Since my death,

"They have no power to improve their lives, but they have the power to make others even more miserable.  And the only way to prove to yourself that you have power is to use it."


"Your teachers 

Are all around you.

All that you experience,

All that is given to you

or taken from you.

All that you love or hate, 

need or fear

Will teach you - 

If you will learn.

God is your first 

and your last teacher.

God is your harshest teacher:



Learn or die."

My daughter, Lauren, believes


"In order to rise

From its own ashes

A phoenix




"God is Trickster, Teacher, Chaos, Clay. We decide which aspect we embrace - and how to deal with the others."

"I'm trying to speak -- to write -- the truth.  I'm trying to be clear.  I'm not interested in being fancy, or even original.  Clarity and truth will be plenty, if I can only achieve them.  If it happens that there are other people outside somewhere preaching my truth, I'll join them.  Otherwise, I'll adapt where I must, take what opportunities I can find or make, hang on, gather students, and teach."


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